Beneath The Surface

2012-02-14T01:04:00.002+08:00

Lately i have been thinking if i should make myself a book of photos that i took, something like a photojournal to remind me of wonderful memories and beautiful things that i've seen. I shall do it when i have the time..

2012-02-06T02:08:00.001+08:00

seeing pictures of you in the beginning seeing pictures of you when you were swimming seeing pictures of you when you were in love

2012-02-02T02:34:00.003+08:00

Been really busy lately, rushing my assignments etc... can't believe i'm actually graduating in a month time, i guess time really flies. anyway, had my 2B practical just now and i skied and fell right beside a car. fugging shittiest day in bbdc! Sometimes i really feel like dropping out of 2B course but then again i'm already halfway there so why not just get the license right. sigh.. forever failfailfail. guess its all up to my determination now

2012-01-22T04:16:00.001+08:00

woahhhhh :(

2012-01-22T03:08:00.001+08:00

I don't think that you know what you've been missing cause I don't think that you know what you've been missing And I don't think that you know said I don't think that you know said I don't think that you know what you've been missing

2012-01-20T01:10:00.003+08:00

fug this shit. this world is really coming to an end i guess. how can kodak be bankrupt!!!!!!!! how now no more tri x no more potra. HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW i will miss you so terribly

rip kodak

2012-01-20T00:34:00.000+08:00

so hxc

2012-01-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

aaron why you left!!!!!!

gonna get tix soon woopwoop!!!

2012-01-14T01:17:00.001+08:00

I left alone, I left the world I was running,
To be by your side I was dying, alone by your side I was flying.
I came alone, I’ve come a long way to get here, The leaves they fall to my feet,at home, They mean nothing to me.

nonononoyeahyeahyeahyeahyeah. love this song

2012-01-13T01:02:00.001+08:00

i see mamiya c330!!

2012-01-10T21:19:00.001+08:00

Through silent homes
The lights are out but I walk these halls
The way I've walked before
Sleeping, with saints and apparitions between the walls
The lights are out but I walk these halls
I promised not to wake you, so I'll walk light, just so you can hear

2012-01-10T01:28:00.001+08:00

GH2 the boss.

2012-01-09T17:45:00.003+08:00

What is school!!!!!!!

day 1 = shit
day 2 = shitt
day 3 = prolly shitty too.

buy film not megapixels

2012-01-03T01:49:00.001+08:00

Taking photos is not just a pleasure, it is a need. Like breathing air or drinking water...I need it. once i get my pay, i promise i'm gonna repair you right away

2012-01-01T16:04:00.001+08:00

Happy new year!

Like a stone in your mouth. All you ever wanted to do was to break away when in fact all you always needed, was to stay

1/1/2012

2011-12-31T02:01:00.001+08:00

we will live forever

and if i were you id fear me more than death himself, because when i am through with all ill do youll wish to burn in motherfucking hell.
so let us open the gates of hell for the likes of you.
may god rest your soul when we are through.

this is our vengeance.
orphan of broken dreams:
your word isnt what it seems.
youre jealous and weak:
stay humble and meek
and one day you might succeed.

maybe one day ill probably make more of an impact than youll ever fake and ill take what is rightfully mine.
you ran away so im calling the shots this time.
ill take their hopes ill take their dreams ill take everything that would ever mean a single hint of trust from them you never cared so i will always win.

for every kid that you hear screaming loud and clear:
you left them in fear.

though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death
i ripped the tongue from his mouth and left him gasping for breath.
i told you that youll reap what you sow:
but you wanted fame
so fuck your ego.

how could you think this would go down so easy??
your words are misleading blinded by the glare of the spotlight now your fiending.
how could you think this would go down so easy?

well you can huff and you can puff and try and blow my house down,
but i take comfort in the fact that i have stolen your crown.
go ahead with the childish games you play and at the end of the day weve got the final say.
i bet you never saw this coming

the tensions rise in your mind and you think back to realizing everything that you left behind.
the mask that you wear is just an illusion weve picked up our cross weve found a solution.
youve lost your flames in the darkest of night your ambitions are falling out of sight.
selfishness owns you i hope you can see,
the family you loved is now the enemy.

fuck your ego!

2011-12-31T01:32:00.002+08:00

chase your dreams, and never take anything in life for granted

2011-12-30T02:28:00.002+08:00

If everybody could see that deep down everybody was the same with their own fears to face, insecurities to overcome and personal battles to fight and if everyone could see that underneath the cool exteriors of people lie the same beautiful souls hoping for acceptance, perhaps the world would be a far more gentle place

2011-12-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

So you say you're alone!
Well I don't think so...
Yeah...

2011-12-26T05:53:00.002+08:00

Look around and you'll see that at times it feels like no one really cares
It gets me down but I'm still gonna try to do what's right, I know that there's
A difference between sleight of hand, and giving everything you have
There's a line drawn in the sand, I'm working up the will to cross it

Thrice

2011-12-24T01:03:00.001+08:00

the broken pentagram represents evil vanquished both inside and out

ohsleeper..........

2011-12-23T00:29:00.000+08:00

fml. lost my robot purse. sigh

2011-12-21T03:10:00.002+08:00

Woahhh poser eh! think it was like 3 years back? hahaha

2011-12-20T01:46:00.001+08:00

i must not lose weight i must not lose weight i must not lose weight! tried so hard just to gain 2kg so please do not make me shrink again :( :(

2011-12-19T19:52:00.000+08:00

sick people food again. sigh

2011-12-18T02:23:00.001+08:00

I'M NOT REAL

2011-12-18T02:08:00.001+08:00

B&w cinematography here i come!

2011-12-18T01:36:00.001+08:00

with all respect

2011-12-17T09:52:00.003+08:00

I simply have nothing left to give
You've drained me
For the worst
I'm the one that always put you first
I am alone
You let me down

texas in july - magnolia

2011-12-16T01:38:00.000+08:00

2011-12-14T01:34:00.000+08:00

antidenim.co

2011-12-13T02:37:00.001+08:00

Everyday life in OG. sigh
oh yeah btw meowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeow NYAN CAT! http://nyanit.com/

2011-12-12T03:14:00.002+08:00

SINKING ALWAYS SINKING! THERE'S BLOOD IN THE Watooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhh! *jengjengjengjengjeng*

2011-12-09T01:31:00.003+08:00

I can’t see what lies beneath the words
It will never…
It will never weigh the truth

2011-12-08T02:03:00.001+08:00

Breathe in for luck
breathe in so deep
this air is blessed
you share with me
This night is wild
so calm and dull
these hearts they race
from self control
Your legs are smooth
as they graze mine
we're doing fine
we're doing nothing at all

My hopes are so high
that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me
so I die happy
My heart is yours to fill or burst
to break or bury
or wear as jewelery
which ever you prefer

The words are hushed lets not get busted
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me, so I die happy
My heart is yours to fill or burst
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery
which ever you prefer

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo
the dim of the soft lights
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it
and I let you in
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it
And I knew that you meant it
that you meant it
that you meant it
and I knew
that you meant it
that you meant it

2011-12-07T01:55:00.000+08:00

If it was meant to be, it will be if you always keep your heart where it belongs and nothing can change that.

2011-12-05T02:37:00.000+08:00

Sleep has become my escape from reality, she's in my dreams
Someone wake me up because this isn't real
It's just a game that I can't escape
Over again, this cruel cycle repeats and repeats
I grabbed her hand but it slowly slipped away
Someone wake me up, can someone wake me up

She moves with me in my dreams,
But I'm foolish to believe that this is the way it ends,
I see her Silhouette,
But it's just a test for me to leave the past with the past
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/arms_like_yours/my_silhouette.html ]
She moves with me now, but it's just a test
I must stop this cycle and cut out my silhouette
I smile as her lips, brush my neck
But I know that this is, just a vision in my head
Kiss me in my dreams, if you're really done with me
It's too fitting to disrupt, oh can someone wake me up

She moves with me in my dreams,
But I'm foolish to believe that this is the way it ends
I see her Silhouette,
But it's just a test for me to leave the past with the past...

But you can't change me,
But she's pulling me back!
This cruel cycle repeats and repeats,
I grabbed her hand but it slowly slipped away...

She moves with me in my dreams,
This cruel cycle repeats and repeats
She moves with me in my dreams,
I grabbed her hand but it slowly slipped away...

2011-12-03T02:32:00.001+08:00

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

goodnight

2011-12-02T00:58:00.000+08:00

LIKA BOSS!!!!

2011-12-01T18:53:00.002+08:00

Living in recession.
It isolates the time that's past by
And it feels so long
I reach for that line I can't hold on, I can't hold on...
I can't see what lies beneath the words
Where have I been? Where have I been
Between what rests in my soul and what's given
It will never... it will never weigh the truth
I won't give up this is not where i stop
The truth it lies and there is faith behind the frames
I have a lot riding on this.
And I can't afford to give up now
The scene's repeating
I won't give up
I've come to the conclusion that there is no escaping

so beautiful

2011-12-01T18:52:00.000+08:00

You will wake up one day and realize that no matter how hard you try, you can't change the way things are most of the time. But maybe, just maybe, you can change the way you feel about it

2011-11-30T00:49:00.001+08:00

awesome! bought new jeans and i can't fit into it -.- FML

2011-11-29T00:29:00.001+08:00

PostSecret: Confessions on Life, Death and God from Frank Warren on Vimeo.

2011-11-28T00:22:00.000+08:00

2011-11-28T00:21:00.000+08:00

say no more forever remembered never forgotten

2011-11-24T00:32:00.000+08:00

Well I have been searching all of my days
All of my days
Many a road, you know
I've been walking on
All of my days
And I've been trying to find
What's been in my mind
As the days keep turning into night

Well I have been quietly standing in the shade
All of my days
Watch the sky breaking on the promise that we made
All of this rain
And I've been trying to find
What's been in my mind
As the days keep turning into night
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/alexi_murdoch/all_my_days.html ]
Well many a night I found myself with no friends standing near
All of my days
I cried aloud
I shook my hands
What am I doing here
All of these days
For I look around me
And my eyes confound me
And it's just too bright
As the days keep turning into night

Now I see clearly
It's you I'm looking for
All of my days
Soon I'll smile
I know I'll feel this loneliness no more
All of my days
For I look around me
And it seems He found me
And it's coming into sight
As the days keep turning into night
As the days keep turning into night
And even breathing feels all right
Yes, even breathing feels all right
Now even breathing feels all right
It's even breathing
Feels all right

2011-11-23T02:00:00.000+08:00

You've captured the deepest thoughts

2011-11-22T01:09:00.000+08:00

swollen pig leg!!!! sigh

2011-11-19T01:13:00.002+08:00

I spoke to myself in the mirror for awhile tonight.
I made a promise that I would never fuck up having you in my life.
To be honest
I think your my favorite girl I ever met, yeah.
I think your my favorite girl I ever met.
I miss her.
I wanted to tell her.

2011-11-18T04:50:00.000+08:00

Back to the place where I knocked on the glass, just to wake you up. So that I wouldn’t have to watch you ride off into the distance.

But in the end, I still had to watch you leave…

2011-11-18T04:22:00.002+08:00

Time will help you through
But it doesn't have the time
To give you all the answers
To the never ending why

2011-11-17T00:14:00.001+08:00

Reaching out for a hand, it's not here
But you're not there, but you're not...
This is the way I would've done this
Up against the wall, up against your wall
This is the way we should've done
When we're up against a wall

2011-11-15T23:45:00.001+08:00

I see the look on all your faces and you are telling me to lie, telling me to let go

500 days of bummer

2011-11-13T02:22:00.000+08:00

Anything to let you know I'm keeping my head up high just so you have one less person to worry about

2011-11-12T14:00:00.001+08:00

vespavespa here i come!

2011-11-10T01:48:00.000+08:00

I realised that the only thing keeping us apart was reality. And reality is everything. You can’t beat reality so easily

2011-11-09T00:48:00.000+08:00

Every memory ends with me, it can't be forgotten.
We've been waiting for everything,
and it stays with me, makes me feel anything.
One day we'll rest our heads, and you will see.

Structures - departure

2011-11-06T23:35:00.001+08:00

To those 3 straydogs that murdered my cat. Fuck you! next time, pick on someone your size.

2011-11-04T03:12:00.002+08:00

We sometimes make the wrong choices,
But, I will never care any less

2011-10-30T03:03:00.001+08:00

workworkwork... almost everyday :( old injury coming back again, gonna stop skating for the time being i guess. sigh

2011-10-23T21:43:00.001+08:00

Our lives are nothing but a means to an end!

super sick

2011-10-19T01:28:00.001+08:00

2011-10-19T01:20:00.001+08:00

fail. hahaha

2011-10-16T17:06:00.000+08:00

Yodobashi Camera complex!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! must go...

2011-10-16T01:38:00.000+08:00

cause there's beauty in the breakdown

2011-10-11T19:04:00.000+08:00

And when the ground cracks beneath your feet,
You will find the only thing that's left is peace of mind,
Or any other fucking kind.

2011-10-11T00:58:00.002+08:00

Finally back to skating and i got like plenty of photos to upload.. think i'm gonna make a new photo journal and shift all the photos there when i have the time.. oh yeah, and i finally started on my cinematography adventure! will upload some vids to my fb after editing :) gonna sleep now, chawww!

2011-10-05T23:58:00.002+08:00

Every day of your life, remember your heart can be bigger than what you're letting it be
FM2n is failing me :( need to CLA it already. sigh

2011-10-01T14:05:00.000+08:00

She sits there in the aftermath
And listens as cars drive slowly past
His final show, his lies
Have done nothing but cure her smile

2011-09-29T18:50:00.000+08:00

it's so yesterday
it's so fucking yesterday

2011-09-28T01:11:00.000+08:00

I remember the way you looked
At me not the way you drew
Drew me close
With one deep sigh
Scattering pieces of my
My restless mind
Forgetting all that we
We have left behind
These thoughts will carry me
Through the darkest nights
While your eyes rest in...

2011-09-26T20:17:00.001+08:00

while you were sleeping

2011-09-25T01:12:00.003+08:00

f1 i hate you, make me drain so much of my ezlink card cash by changing buses!!!!

2011-09-21T04:09:00.000+08:00

woww

2011-09-20T12:09:00.000+08:00

tell me why

2011-09-20T11:38:00.002+08:00

28mm f2.8 here i come! :D can't wait to start skating again next week for the new upcoming vid! was supposedly to be released early this month but i haven't got down and vid parts of myself, So sorry guys! the new upcoming video is gonna be so sick! hopefully uncle promotes the video. hehehe

2011-09-17T00:48:00.001+08:00

these days, move me further and further away
just troubles follow me
and i cant break
i cant break, from these days
but i've found my escape, my fucking escape
but i've found my escape, my fucking escape
this is our escape

2011-09-16T08:44:00.003+08:00

insomnia is finally gone!!!! Grahhhhbahhhrarrr! can finally sleeeeeeeeeeep

9months have passed, nothing changed

2011-09-13T08:00:00.001+08:00

feeling so frustrated and suffering from insomnia for the 3rd day already..

2011-09-12T23:02:00.002+08:00

fuggggggggg. withdrawal symptoms from the medications i think, feeling so sick. gonna visit the doc again tomorrow... sigh

2011-09-10T16:15:00.004+08:00

movie marathon at home!!

1more week to ftfd!

2011-09-09T00:50:00.001+08:00

Come around just to fight your feelings leave again only for no reason I will never fail again I will never let you in. fuck

2011-09-07T03:19:00.002+08:00

took off the stitches today, bled like crap :/ anyway, i really feel like doing so many things, like walking around jalanjalan, eat a lot of nice food, skate, work, etc etc. can't wait to recover! and FTFD is only a week away from now! daym

2011-08-31T22:52:00.001+08:00

eatsleepeatsleepeatsleeeeeeeep i'm becoming fatter!

2011-08-30T23:28:00.001+08:00

there are people who give me a smile but i see their pain

2011-08-30T16:12:00.000+08:00

hahahaha wth how to play!!!

2011-08-28T22:12:00.002+08:00

so boredddddd, have been doing the same thing for almost every other day. "wake up, wash up, read mags, watch videos online, eat, sleep." repeated cycle. Sucks to know that only after a month my toe will start to recover slightly. sigh

Your love is old
But even despite it all
Give me your hand
Let's face this night and see it through

2011-08-26T19:20:00.002+08:00

Slept for 5hours. Felt like super a lot of energy have been drained from my body. Really hope i will recover soon. This sucks so bad

thank you for visiting

2011-08-20T14:09:00.001+08:00

The best thing about a picture is that it never changes

2011-08-20T13:37:00.000+08:00

baybeats was awesome!

2011-08-16T23:49:00.001+08:00

And I can tell just what you want
You don't want to be alone
You don't want to be alone
And I can't say it's what you know
But you've known it the whole time
Yeah, you've known it the whole time

2011-08-14T15:06:00.001+08:00

Rolled ankle :'(

2011-08-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

Like a speck of dust
I am the familiar weight upon your shoulders
To remind you of yourself, your existence in this world
And like a speck of dust
You will brush me away

Sooner or later

2011-08-07T14:17:00.001+08:00

Its the simple things in life that make us happy

2011-08-06T13:16:00.000+08:00

everything can only go downhill from here

2011-08-04T01:26:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, you’ll just see people for who they are and not who you thought them to be
And sometimes, people just never change
And I guess that people view different values in different ways.

2011-07-31T01:23:00.000+08:00

Happiness......

2011-07-30T01:32:00.002+08:00

puffy puffy eye please go away.

i miss you ricoh

2011-07-27T00:51:00.000+08:00

NS letter again!!! WARAHHHTATATABRAHHHHHHHHHH

2011-07-26T18:16:00.003+08:00

got locked out of my own house cause i left my keys at home before closing the door. fail -.-